Ah i'm back... now that no1 is going to read this due to my long inexistance in blogger.com, i can now say whatever i want and no one will know, hopefully.. Reasons being, i want to improve my english by typing out loud and not going to write a diary because i find it really gay( with all the teddy bears cover and its colourful bookmark). Imagine letting ur mother find out that u have a diary and after she reads bout it, she is going to hold a family gathering the coming weekend and announce to the gossip-mongers-aunties that she have a son who writes diary.
Life is as sad as (refer to date below;last post). Yes it still is and idk if im getting used to it or im still learning to get use to it. Life, when are you going to show the good side of you because even after i've tried, it still dont work. So pls tell me if i should try harder or just let u take a toll on me.. I NEED PREACHES FROM PEOPLE I RESPECT FROM THIS. Come on life, u know i will never give up on you so pls dont give up on me too.
Wonder if luck is real or issit some coincidental shit happening at the same time that makes it looks almost perfect that people will die for. I see people praying for changes everyday but i dont see it happening, maybe not in my eyes but an act of faith everyday might change it all. We never know.
Now, im just clinging to whatever that may come my way and swing to the next, hopefully something good might happen.
PS: THIS IS NOT AN EMO POST, ITS JUST MY THOUGHTS SO FAR...
PS#2: I KNOW NO1 IS READING THIS BUT I STILL GIVE A SHIT ABOUT WHAT PPL MIGHT SAY, IM GOING KRAZY(love that song~)
