exams

i'm having exams from monday till thursday.if i fail my paper on tuesday, i'll get kicked out of tp for the rest of my life.and my parents will wack the shit out of me because they have wasted thousand of dollars for my school fees and expenses for the year.if only that piece of certificate (diploma in mechatronic) isnt that important.ok.even if i get that cert, i'll probably work in some factory in that green uniform with the thingy on head to prevent hair from dropping into the machines.that kind of job may fetch up to 1.2k to 1.6k max per month<---that is if i can even find a job la.all thanks to ressesion and Lehman Brother.eh thanks leh.but at least it beats working under my void deck as a road sweeper or those newspaper seller who prolly earns 700$ max per month.ok.good luck to all with exams coming up.dun fail to badly^^





ps: if i can study, why nt u?

past

6 months ago, we started to know abit about each other. i thought that u are not like the rest of them. i thought that we could be like any other couple on the streets or the park.5 months ago, we reallly got along quite well. thought something was coming out of it.4 months and 1 day ago, spent one of the best night out with u.thought maybe this relationship could last.4 months ago, u changed completely.into someone i dint want to know.it happened so abruptly.it felt like a hit and run accident nt by a car but a double-decker bus.anyway if things dint change, i wouldnt know who you really are.3 and a half months ago, found out some really disgusting stuff.u just can't stop lying do you?2 months ago, trying nt to think about it by any means possible,with part of my heart hating u so DAMN MUCH.1 month ago, i felt better.0 months ago which is now, i dun really give a fuck ^^ good job jingyuan





PS: DUN TREAT PEOPLE TOO NICE BECAUSE THEY WILL NOT REMEMBER A FUCKING SHIT ABOUT IT.SERIOUSLY

COLOURBLIND

To the future you,

Nobody told me you'd feel so good

Nobody said you'd be so beautiful

Nobody warned me about your smile

You're the light, you're the light

When I close my eyes

I'm colour blind

BTW if u feel sad or really unhappy about something....click on this link below and it definately will cheer you up...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G7oGx2dImE8

ps:we should really nt feel sad about things that makes us feel unhappy..the feeling of being sad only last awhile...it slowly dissipate then disappear...blah blah blah....just know that the most important person in your life is you,u have to be selfish sometimes but its worth it.