Screams

Hi, another 2 months have passed without much done in my life. Perhaps i should consult a witch doctor. Hmmmm. A crazy bitch is screaming her lungs out on this windy tuesday dawn, i wonder whats wrong, maybe she is finding it hard to sleep, or she just noticed that she is still unattached. Must be really stressed huh, so when it reached her threshold of tolerance, screaming like an old witch seems appropriate. " Wa, cb, wei she meh wo dao je yang lao liao hai mei you stead." or " Wa, knn, AH Huat ah, kuai dian lai gan zou na ge kazua(cocroach) lei". Poor lady, hope she have a nice life and a very good night, good night all! Bye 

18 years later

I seriously don't know what is there to blog about. Its a wonder how u guys are able to think of random stuff to talk about. Hmmmmmmmmmm.....

2 more weeks to exams, and for some subject, i dun even have a clue about what its about. Great! Maybe i should start finding a job in the evening edition of 'Lian He Wan Bao' . So when im expelled from school i can still work as part time tissue seller at the mrt stations or maybe selling contraband cigerette at coffee shops. I feel that my life has no meaning as up till now i haven find a talent(if i even got 1) or achieved anything. 18 years of my life is gone just like that. What a waste. If only i can take a peek into the next 18years. 

Things that might happen in year 2027:
- Sitting at the nearby coffee shop drinking leftover kopi
- Lying on the bed in the hospital, dying from lung cancer
- Borrowing money from friends eat a bowl of ba chou mee
- Playing chess with some old man under void deck trying to cheat their money
-  Still thinking of ways to get a gf after 21 years being single

Yeah my life still suck like fuck..  

Crush

He saw her again today, that 2second of gaze has gotten him thinking much about the past. As excitement and warmth filled his heart, a sudden thought burst into his brain. He tried to fight back the overwhelming responses he gave to himself. He just couldn't stop thinking about the 'maybes' , and the futile attempts to get her attention years ago. Then she walked past with a much more matured manner and self-respect (daoness). She must have known how pretty she had became, or maybe only in his eyes. 'If only' was all he could dream about knowingly it would never happen. Never. A photo taken with her was the only thing left in his possession suppposingly belonged to her. A piece of sweet memory taken by that 2megapixels camera phone in prom was his to keep. He just couldn't get over her. Just then the bus jerked and moved away from the bus stop, traces of her momentarily disappear from his sight. What a crush. 
  
  

其实没有我,你分不出哪些差别

happy belated birthday to me

18 years of my life had been spent rather quickly. At the age of 18, it is a milestone to achieve for some ppl. They will then think back what they have been doing over the ages, hoping that they had done somethings remarkably good or worth keeping it as a memory. Vague memories like the first day of school, first outing trip with friends, first kiss, first love, first whatever. Now that we have been more familiarised with such cases, we can then maybe improve on the second try or smt. Keep moving on instead of looking back. Making the best out of everything, thinking that it can only get better. BE OPTIMISTIC. Being optimistic may lower the chances of getting cancer, although i heard that coffee can also do reduce chances of getting liver cancer but that is not the point. However, how do pessimist convert to an optimistic person? First we have to stop thinking of the apocalypse, and start looking at the big picture. Secondly, eat green veggies. Thirdly drink more coffee? OK fine, i also duno but i'll try to change. TTRRYY.


*PS: A BIG THANK YOU TO THOSE WHO REMEMBERED MY BIRTHDAY AND THOSE WHO CELEBRATED FOR ME (appreciated it ALOT). But for those who din't remember, i expect a bigger celebration for my 19th birthday.

This is the update for my blog. It has been awhile since i touched it. Thank you for your time to read and i'll try to post more often. As usual TRY. Goodnight peeps.haveanicelife.

The 4 letter 'L' word

Love is made up of 4 letters. Could it be a 4 letter nonsense or does it mean something? What would people do to fall in love? Do they think of the consequences 1st before getting into it? Consequences that proved to be fatal to the weakhearted, or the 'neverending relationship' for those who believed that its true and pure. Maybe there are things like that, but how many couples are living it? They say true love involves trust and faith for the both parties. i've seen many of my friends in love with what they thought was forever. Sadly after a month or 2 they gt a new 'love of their life'. I think they finally realised that those romance flicks arn't real at all. Many people want their love life like those shown in movies or film. What they might not know is that the director or the author is the 'god' of the whole story. Only they get to choose how the story line go, normally with a live happily ever after kind of ending. Then, couples in the cinema start to smooch like never before thinking maybe their 'neverending relationship' will end the same as the show did. Love, the 4 letter word maybe easy to spell or pronounce, it sure have a hellload of definations and meaning to it. There is another 4 letter word also start with the letter 'L' called Lust. Maybe people cant differentiate between both of them when they thought it was 'love a first sight'. Nonetheless, for those in love now, good luck (its a really good thing, cherish it). For those who are like me, i can only say that we are not that lucky.....sadly......

Electropop hot

Funk addiction when I can't stop

I may be your sweet spot

Take me to your candy shop

This song reallly makes people want to go clubbing like immediately..Tt is if u are aged enough to go in lo..Then u will pick up the phone to call ur best buddies out for the night at some club in the central district of singapore..

Ah Huat:"Eh, abo later we go clubbing la..i hear the jingyuan blog the song hor, jitao(immediately) make me want to dance sia".

Ah Tiong:"Ah,steady steady..later never get 50 girl number my sur-name nt called Tiong ah.."

In the club,both guys squeeze through throngs of people to find a place to drink and dance.

Ah Tiong:"eh Huat,got girl use the ass go rub my dick leh..then keep pushing me until i no place to stand..how?..i little bit horny liao..why she like that do ar?"

Ah Huat:"duno leh..issit her backside itchy?."

Ah Tiong:"wa where got so jialat(serious) 1?..she rub until so hard leh."

Ah Huat:"then i think must be really itchy lo".

**Due to the lack of sleep this few days, imma have to end this in a crude manner to get my rest.

Ah Huat:"eh tiong, i think we better leave this place sia. The more i go to the dance floor, the faster my Bossini de pants colour fade leh.They just cant stop rubbing their thighs on my pants".

Ah Tiong:"ya lo ya lo.But i haven get 50 girls de number yet leh. i dun want change my surname leh".

Ah Huat:"nvm 1 la..change to Bahru also can ma.like style leh.."

Ah Tiong:"u cb kia, u think my name can anyhow name 1 ar?..you put ur name Tampines la cb"

Ah Huat:"Ccb, u dun cb me la dog.Not happy, 1 on 1 here la."

Ah Tiong:"Lai lo . Wo Shi Anything De."

And so they sparred angrily ever after.

you

exams

i'm having exams from monday till thursday.if i fail my paper on tuesday, i'll get kicked out of tp for the rest of my life.and my parents will wack the shit out of me because they have wasted thousand of dollars for my school fees and expenses for the year.if only that piece of certificate (diploma in mechatronic) isnt that important.ok.even if i get that cert, i'll probably work in some factory in that green uniform with the thingy on head to prevent hair from dropping into the machines.that kind of job may fetch up to 1.2k to 1.6k max per month<---that is if i can even find a job la.all thanks to ressesion and Lehman Brother.eh thanks leh.but at least it beats working under my void deck as a road sweeper or those newspaper seller who prolly earns 700$ max per month.ok.good luck to all with exams coming up.dun fail to badly^^





ps: if i can study, why nt u?

past

6 months ago, we started to know abit about each other. i thought that u are not like the rest of them. i thought that we could be like any other couple on the streets or the park.5 months ago, we reallly got along quite well. thought something was coming out of it.4 months and 1 day ago, spent one of the best night out with u.thought maybe this relationship could last.4 months ago, u changed completely.into someone i dint want to know.it happened so abruptly.it felt like a hit and run accident nt by a car but a double-decker bus.anyway if things dint change, i wouldnt know who you really are.3 and a half months ago, found out some really disgusting stuff.u just can't stop lying do you?2 months ago, trying nt to think about it by any means possible,with part of my heart hating u so DAMN MUCH.1 month ago, i felt better.0 months ago which is now, i dun really give a fuck ^^ good job jingyuan





PS: DUN TREAT PEOPLE TOO NICE BECAUSE THEY WILL NOT REMEMBER A FUCKING SHIT ABOUT IT.SERIOUSLY

COLOURBLIND

To the future you,

Nobody told me you'd feel so good

Nobody said you'd be so beautiful

Nobody warned me about your smile

You're the light, you're the light

When I close my eyes

I'm colour blind

BTW if u feel sad or really unhappy about something....click on this link below and it definately will cheer you up...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G7oGx2dImE8

ps:we should really nt feel sad about things that makes us feel unhappy..the feeling of being sad only last awhile...it slowly dissipate then disappear...blah blah blah....just know that the most important person in your life is you,u have to be selfish sometimes but its worth it.

IF ONLY

I met this girl on Monday

Took her for a drink on Tuesday

We were making love by Wednesday

And On Thursday and Friday and Saturday

We chilled on Sunday

yet another post

hello world, it has been a long time since i blogged. lol. i used the word "blog" wor. i dun think it is a blog lo, its more like a chute when i can dump all my nonsense inside. and i dun think there are still anyone visiting this link animore. pls tag if u visit this link k. ty.




"his friend pointed to those 2 girls passing by..his heart frozed for a moment as his brain trying its every best to conjure the images of their beauty..his eyes immediately caught up with the girl with the gold hair and that dazzling smile..it looked as if he was attracted to her..or was it just another crush..then a voice sounded in his head..it was a reminder of the past..reluctantly,he looked away from her..he knew it would help him ease the pain however at the same time regretting to not have another glance at her..suddenly,his friend's laughter woke him up from the daze..then he thought....nah,i dun give a shit anymore....wondering if its an excuse to escape from reality or does he really mean it.."